For so long I have noticed certain stars with odd qualities. So much so I’ve wondered, quiet frankly, if they were of angelic nature. These beings I’ve seen seem to be reaching out to me on some level. Yes, even me, someone whose quiet a mess as of late. Upon proper research of Jeffery Mishlove's Roots of Consciousness, I have read from an astrologer chronicled there from back in the day that he discovered some stars are indeed deities. Alive like us they are spirits? Floating around over the earth like celestial creatures released from the fleshly form? Unable to come down to our reality due to the entrapments of the illusion that we are so entrapped? Who are these beings? I have even asked them to move and watched them do so with a simple thought sent to them. What are they? Who are they? What do they want? I’ve pondered this for years and why are they desiring to speak to me? Are they the invisible helpers from all religions? I think so. I think they are communicating to us all and sending us love and energies beyond our understanding in our darkest hours. If they will talk to me, they will talk to anyone I assure you. Or maybe not; maybe only a few of us perceive them. I do not know but I do tell you this: there are beings in our skies reaching down to us. Calling us to awaken during a chaotic time to reach harmonic frequencies to transform our Earth to light. Will you accept the call? Or ignore them like I’ve done many times, being so caught up in earthly illusion and manic behaviors. Perhaps for those who do see them, our paths are harder to thread with the pains of the Earth upon us. Perhaps that is why we do see them. Do you see them?

Submitted By: Jeffery of Mabus

Officially MK-ULTRA spaned from 1952-1962. It involved the use of LSD, torture, rape, electroshock, powerful drugs, hypnosis and death threats without consent on both military and civilian subjects in the United States and Canada. The program was to find drugs that would illicit confessions or wipe a mind clean and program the victim as "manchurian candidate."

In Canadas case the CIA funded a program headed by doctor Ewan Cameron, whose victims had checked into Allan Memorial Institute with mild depression. After a massive media leek the Canadian government no longer hides the truth and freely admits it even allowing the creation of a true documentary about it called "the sleep room" which i will write about indepth later. Victims of the sleep room lost memories of decades of their lives and had to learn to walk, talk and be potty trained again.

In Operation Midnight Climax the CIA set up brothels as covers for experiments under the thinking that the johns would be too embarssed to tell anyone.

Experiments were not just confined to adults but to children as well grossly voilating the Nuremberg Code.

Perhaps even more horrifying then the fact that governments in the so called "civilised" world have gotten away stripping the rights and liberties of law abiding citizens and using them as human guinia pigs is the fact that even upon admission of these heinious crimes the public remians apathetic and turning the other cheek even when slapped upside the head with the truth.

Even after the destruction of the majority of records the CIA kept on these projects a astonishing chunk of them managed to survive and were even released to the public. Rather then speculate on whats left in the shroud of secrecy i present to you this humble introduction in a series of essays on admitted government experiments that have destroyed so many lives.

Submitted By: April of Exiles Empire

Often times, views on issues, such as abortion, euthanasia, murder, and self-defense can be witnessed nearly anywhere at any given time. Generally, people are obsessed with such issues, although the reasoning behind this unhealthy obsession is unknown to myself. It is common knowledge that as a person gets older he gets wiser. Growing up, I learned that once you make a decision, you must stand by your decision, whether the decision is based on hard fact or mere opinion. Of the above-mentioned issues, the only topic I had been undecided on, until recently, was euthanasia. However, research has shown to me that, regardless of the fancy names given to this act, it is still murder.

Children are taught at a young age that killing people is wrong. When growing up, we’ve all watched action movies that involved the unjust killing of one person, and the actions following usually resulted in the death of the murderer or some heinous punishment. In this instance, the case is clear: someone was killed, and the killer had to be punished. The case is not so clear, however, in hospitals and other establishments where euthanasia is performed. Euthanasia should be defined here, as “an act that directly and intentionally causes a person’s death” (www.family.org). In the case of the movie, the action is considered murder, because the case of the victim is unknown. If the victim had been suffering due to a terminal illness, the murder may have been justified, and the murderer may well have been revered, rather than rebuked. The qualifications for euthanasia are unclear, and defined differently by each person. Direct and intentional killing is straightforward, yet is still unclear, as cold-blooded murders are lumped into this category as well.

Euthanasia is generally used in medical cases and often directed to terminal illness. The immorality of euthanasia is clear when many of the cases are brought forth. Possibly one of the most horrendous is the issue of euthanasia in Holland. A Dutch survey found that, in 1995, there were 3,600 authorized cases of euthanasia as well as 900 unauthorized cases (www.euthanasia.com). The mathematical view here is for every four authorized cases, there was one unauthorized case. One in five people died at the hands of the doctors and other trusted medical authorities because the authority thought it best. Death of one person should not be left to the discretion of another.

While euthanasia has a good concept, the chances of this action ever being moral are unlikely because humans have the bad habit of making decisions without thinking. Experience has taught me that lesson. Even the best of professionals will make decisions out of malice, spite, or ignorance, possibly leaving those in the care of the professional in danger. When professionals make decisions that will be better for themselves, they can no longer be considered professional, since they are not always thinking of their clients. If a doctor intentionally kills a patient, for whatever reason, the doctor should be held responsible, unless the patient explicitly requests the services with good reason behind the request.

The killing of humans is wrong. This has been embedded in the minds of many people. If killing is wrong and immoral, euthanasia is no exception.

Submitted By: Lauren Edler

I would like to introduce myself as Mr. Gene Morrill. I am a 54 year old male living in America. I beseech you to read my numerous writings in Mabus surrounding the visitation experience and the paranormal.

Visitations started near the tender age of five. I remember an unnerving dream that seemed too real. Throughout my formative years I was haunted by the boogyman. I am sure there was something there. I lived in such fear of both cellars that I once visited one with a hammer in hand. Our family experienced sightings of my boogyman. He was known as bigfoot.

My youngest brother, Steve, remembers a low-flying UFO that passed above him and landed near the river. Though he was adventurous enough to investigate, fear forced him to flee. He remains silent about it today, because people just don\'t believe.

By age 19 I met a man sensitive to the spirit. He actually had died and came to life as the autopsy was being performed. His name was Willie. His soul could trade places with others. I met many spirits from both heaven and hell. Among them were two heavenly souls named Ray and Sar. On one occasion I, myself, witnessed hearing Sar\'s voice direct me to Willie.

A marvelous experience happened in 1987. I had a spiritual awakening. I had awoken to voices in the background. As voices orbited my head, my heartbeat was steadily increased. I felt love toward one of these members. As the distance of orbit increased, my heart reached a crescendo. At it\'s peak sound rushed forth in voices for unimpeded distances. I felt a righteous and devine love.

I live with an open heart to all that God has created. I have gathered wisdom and insight as to the future and to God. Eventually there will be a book.

Submitted By: Gene Morrill of Mabus

Mr. Morrill has several stories published at Mabus under the alias "angel33," please check them out.

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Elizabeth Freeman of University of Tasmania says an extensive search for the origins of the Ostara and the bunny story reveal false. Ostara came down from the heavens with a basket of eggs. With the help of her magic rabbit, they brought new life to the Earth. But according to Dr. freeman, a monk known as Bede in 740AD made up the story.

Source: www.themercury.news.com.au

"In an effort to curb the sightings of other-worldly spirits from appearing on Durban's roads, an international organisation hosted a purification prayer yesterday," says Tasnim Langry of Post.

Source: http://www.thepost.co.za

"A high-ranking Church of England official has called for Prince Charles to apologize to the ex-husband of his fiancee Camilla Parker Bowles, a newspaper reported Sunday. Bishop David Stancliffe said church rules dictated Prince Charles must atone for committing adultery and he should apologize to Andrew Parker Bowles for breaking up his marriage, The Sunday Times newspaper said."

Source: http://cnews.canoe.ca

Robert Verkaik reports that "The Church of England is to recruit directly from nightclubs as part of an evangelical drive that taps into the growth of New Age spiritualism in Britain. Evangelical missions have already begun working with surfing communities in Cornwall and are now targeting clubbers as far afield as Ibiza."

Source: http://news.independent.co.uk